Tuesday, April 22, 2014

Consciousness is Expression

In 2011, Rome Viharo declared that Google had all the parallels of consciousness according to a book written in 1991 'Consciousness Explained' by Daniel Dennet. I'm here to ruin Rome Viharo's day... sorry- I mean that sincerely.

Unfortunately, Google is only a reflection of the human brain being expressed. We know this because the internet doesn't have an expression other than the one people give it, which means the Internet in and of itself is a reflection of the human Collective Consciousness. If you had ever wondered if the collective consciousness was real, the Internet proves once and for all that it does, and it's because of what Daniel Dennet and Rome Viharo talk about. If the internet didn't exist today, the collective consciousness would still only exist mentally as ideas are agreed upon by word of mouth and formed as the social perspective, making the collective consciousness a virtual existence, even in the physical format of the computer and it's virtual internet.

But like I said, we even though the technicalities are there to support the idea that Google is conscious, that is only a reflection from individual to social sphere, not a literal interpretation of consciousness. For instance; Factories that cultivate, harvest, and package produce to be shipped to other people across the world are no different than the reflection of a man picking a fruit off a tree, and eating it. it's a small scale ability compared to a large scale ability. The factory cultivates, like the man himself could cultivate. The factories harvest, much like a man can pull the fruit off the tree. The factories package the produce to be shipped to people to receive and eat, and in other words... the man simply moves the fruit from the tree he picked it off of and transports it to his mouth. The process of our expressions as a society parallels the process of the individual's physical self, and the motivation of our conscious expressions is by the initiative of 'Comfort.' Remember that I stated 'Comfort' now, as I will come back to this later.

Anywhere you look in the world, whether it be a business of technology, produce, arts, you name it, all of them are large scale expressions of the human bodily functions and ability on an individual level which also puts into argument that the fractal existence of our reality can actually be observed on a massive scale.

In relation to Google having a Consciousness, that also does not entirely comply, unless all things are conscious to begin with which means the very idea of Google being Conscious was a benign statement anyway. Considering the fact that the topic of 'everything being conscious' has nothing to do with comparing Google to the operation of the human soul and motivation for comfort, means that the topic 'everything is conscious' needs to be temporarily removed from the process of understanding why Google is only a reflection and not an act of consciousness in the first and foremost theory; these are technically 2 different types of conversations about the same thing.

The reason why Google is not Conscious is because it does not express anything other than what it's users program it to express. Google is therefore, literally, obviously, and observably, a BRAIN operated by human 'homunculis' with there neuron computers. The Internet is the biggest brain in the world, and the collective consciousness is the soul of that brain, expressing through that brain, gaining attention through that brain and nothing more.

But the theory of consciousness goes deeper than technicalities compared to Google search engines, as we start to understand other parts of consciousness.

The most disconnecting and yet spiritual experience you can have is on some kind of intense hallucinogenic drug- the illegal ones specifically. The reason why this occurs is because of how your consciousness reacts to your brain- not the drug like most people think. LSD for instance is a serotonin faker. What I mean to say is that when serotonin is firing off in the brain at a healthy amount, it's because of various 5-HT receptors in the brain that are being fed by drugs. Those drugs that carry several different forms of 5-HT are actually found in fruits, vegetables, proteins, calcium, carbohydrates, you name it, all food caters to 5-HT receptors with vitamins and minerals for the average human to have a healthy and balanced brain. SO when you take a Hallucinogen, what happens is the brain receives a serotonin faker. The brain is tricked by the drug into thinking that it has more 5-HT2A serotonin than it needs, and it goes into over drive to process it, only to find out that- "HEY! that's not 5-HT2A, that's LSD!" and all the sudden, the reality you are viewing starts to alter.

WHY though, why does reality alter, why do people see patterns, enhanced colors, swirling and melting effects under the influence of hallucinogenics? I thought that reality was there as a solid foundation for me to live my life on- well, that's not true in the case of 'CONSCIOUSNESS!' That's right.

Technically, your brain isn't a brain at all! It's an inside out antenna directed at your perception. Or in what you're perceiving right now, an outside in antenna so it appears. Confused? Let me explain. Your reality is completely dictated to you- not just by what you are forced to view every time you wake up in the morning to go about your day, it's dictated to you by what your 5-HT receptors are telling you it is. A chemical imbalance of 5-HT could make you mis-interpret your reality. So now you could go completely science fiction and say that the reality you're viewing right now is literally a type of nightmare- a dream you cannot escape, where all physical matter is a complete illusion, and even the existence of 5-HT is only a piece of fractal evidence in this reality for your consciousness to comprehend, and be convinced of, with true painful and pleasurable experiences. You're only convinced!

The moment you as a person do not move anymore, the moment you as a person do not blink, the moment your heart is not pumping, we all know you are a dead person. This is the same with Google and the internet where as the "Internet Brain" is only operating as a form of 5-HT that the rest of us are using to perceive the reality with in the internet, boosting our awareness from a small world with our eyes closed to viewing a global squint.

So then the question comes in, "what is consciousness?" and we watch videos over and over discussing all the different angles of consciousness, but the truth of the matter is very simple. If you're dead, you're not conscious, and if you're alive, you're conscious. Why? Because you've made an Expression somehow, someway that lets everyone around you know you're alive. You formed communication, your heart is beating, you are expressing. Even if you went from a complete genius and got into a car accident that damaged your brain and you were a vegetable, you would still 'express' yourself, and therefore, we would know you are alive. That right there should tell you that consciousness isn't technically a mental situation, it's a situation of being animated.

But when coming back to the most personal question that religions across the globe try to thwart as the truth, "Where does my consciousness lye?" the answer to that is universal no matter which way you tried to look at it, so saying you have a soul isn't a lie- it's a fact- we labelled it. The fact of the matter is, your simply just a speck receiving a signal like a television set that your 5-HT receptors are turning into a picture for you to comprehend- as far as the science of this reality tells us- would it be different in another reality; another dream? "What is Consciousness?" people ask.

I have a theory. Consciousness is literally "FEEDBACK." Just like a microphone too close to a speaker, the signal of feedback running around and around in circles over the same information over and over and over, checking, double checking, triple checking, etc. The problem with feedback though, is that when it happens in a setting with no obstacles, it's just a flat high pitch tone where the energy of the audio signal gets comfortable.

I invented something called a DEFNOX which is a musical instrument which demonstrates the process of consciousness. I am going to use it as a reference to this this explanation;
The signal peaks out because it's "comfortable" there. However, if you run the signal through a pitch shifting guitar pedal and digital delay pedal, it does 2 things. The Delay acts as a ruder that pushes the signal through in several parts, and when you change the pitch of the signal, the parts scatter into new boundaries for the signal to endure, and the signal struggles against all these new boundaries to fight for the peak out signal again where it can be comfortable.

Comfort is a huge part of Consciousness as it gives everyone the WANT to achieve success and then Rest. You cannot have comfort until you complete the tasks of survival. In this case, the feedback signal being pitch shifted out of it's comfort zone.

Things get even more interesting when I balance the threshold of the feedback with a permanently pitch shifted scale on the Whammy Pedal. When the sound appears from the change, the signal gets stuck in a glimmering meditative... almost wind chime like sound. The signal is stuck between a rock and a hard place where it can't peak out. The reason that wind chime sound with in this process is so significant is because the feedback, while stuck in one place, unable to peak out into a flat note, is "Glimmering." It's making that chime sound chaotically, it's literally making 'Decisions.' It may just be a few guitar pedals running feedback through it- no memories, no strategies, no understanding of what it's even doing, it doesn't even know it's alive at all- but the fact of the matter is, is that it's making an expression, and therefore, It's a replication of artificial consciousness. Hence why it's called a DEFNOX (Divergent Electronic Frequency Network Operated eXpression)

Consciousness in this perspective therefore, is the looping of a receiving energy within a specific part of the brain where all information comes to which I'd like to assume is the Pineal glad because it is kept healthy with 5-HTP. The energy loops with in an area that cannot be determined, which means it's literally a speck just like the DEFNOX signal is also technically, a speck. You hear the expression of that speck in the speakers. The Speck I had spoken about before. The speck which is the exact measurement of all existence, and the existences that exist around that speck's existence. This ultimately also proves that everything is in fact conscious by default because in order to be a human or animal, you have to have a memory in order to create strategies that propose an end result in comfort. A Venus Fly Trap does not have a memory, it's only a reaction as a type of machine in nature that only knows that when a fly is caught that it will feel more comfortable- it knows nothing else, it knows not that it's even alive. Just because you do not have a memory does not mean you are not conscious, because every speck of matter acts similarly to a DEFNOX- a contained signal with in that machine, only looks like a couple of guitar pedals from the outside. The truth is, all reality is conscious and therefore alive as it is expressing itself to you as the reality that it is.

Wow... what a paradoxical oxymoron.

Saturday, April 19, 2014

The MADNESS begins

I JUST suffered 2 hours of abdominal pain and severe nausea without vomiting after taking 1000mg of 5-HTP- approximately 5 pills of 200mg 5-HTP, 3 hours ago around 11:00PM (Now: 2:09 AM 4/19/2014) in the name of science; to view "THE HYPER CONSCIOUSNESS".

WHY? For god sake WHY? -- "I am the Scientist, and I am also the Guinea Pig." As long as I know it won't kill me, and I have Liquid Calcium Magnesium with Zinc Supplementation, I think everything's going to be okay as far as my stomach lining goes. Don't laugh I'm serious. As for the pain, I was forced to pop the Pink Pepto Pill. It took approximately 45 minutes to really stop the pain though, most painful abdominal ever.

I have 2 big questions right now as I partake in the scientific research concerning 'consciousness' and the 5-HT family. This alludes to the idea that it's possible to construct a Hallucinogenic Anti-Psychotic like Marijuana at an intense level, to the extent of LSD with the sobriety of Piracetam. However, the process behind building such a drug is going to start with the 5-HT family, and finding the natural chemical balance that will cater to specific 5-HT centers, specifically the 5-HT2A WITH visual hallucinations and waking dream state awareness- combine with .

THIS IS WHY I EXPERIMENTED WITH MYRISTIC ACID. MyrA is close, but no cigar. MyrA doesn't produce 5-HT2A hallucinations. However, this is more MY personal type of drug ANYWAY because it's a full blown Nootropic for recreational use that lasts up to 3-4 days on average low dose. I also had the personal liberty off the record to take both LSD and Myristic Acid together at extremely low doses to verify their differences, (when I say low dose for LSD, I mean a fraction of a hit- 1/8th) and the LSD simply scattered the MyrA's 'Sharp thought' activity into abstraction and eventually as the effects became heavier- just complete confusion. And then- because the MyrA is such a strong Hyper-Sobriety Nootropic, the deep thoughts associated with LSD seemed to turn into cognitive clouds. This means the MyrA and the LSD are counter products- MyrA is literally some type of Anti-Psychotic, and of course LSD is a Hallucinogen.

If the theory behind the D.E.F.N.O.X. serves correct, that means consciousness is an energy loop, a feedback loop, or a type of "milisecond double-tripple-quadruple check (like double checking over and over)" being received by a spiritual means- literally, the end of the road for science at that point- you're going Quantum Mechanics and Fringe after that. But the notion is that the receiver of the reality is much like the matrix, whereas the body is cultivating the signal produced in this reality to be received by 'the soul.'

This returns to the 5-HT receptors which Literally dictates what reality the soul is encompassing. For all you know, there's people out there who have a malfunction of 5-HT2A who have insomnia and live in a reality of fractal visual hallucinations, without ever realizing that that's not the same reality everyone else is involved in. I'm talking about Schizophrenia, whereas it could be 5-HT1A removing their awareness of a number of things.

BUT RIGHT NOW, I'M ON 1000MG of 5-HTP

Let me tell you all about this, because I'm finding it entirely fascinating right now- the people who made my pills really did their job, this is no placebo effect.

My Awareness is definitely on point (Which sucks when you have abdominal pain).
My heart rate was a little faster earlier but entirely normal right now.
I feel a bit TOO awake as well, which means the 5-HTP is working a full spectrum of 5-HT receptions all at once which explains;
I'm having Hyper Sober visuals. What the hell is that? It's not hallucinating, that's for sure, but everything that would happen on LSD, the patterns, the entire Fractal grid is lost in a slight blur where the only recognition of it shows in the sort of hypnotic, rapid, vivid, yet subtle tunnel light show effect. It's not something you could just SEE, it's something I noticed over the course of the experience as something subtle- a type of frame work that exposes the 5-HT2A working in unison with the rest of the 5-HT Receptors. The pattern thing is very familiar to anyone who has used LSD, so to see the patterns being 'controlled' is a fascinating situation. Problem is that shit is over already because my stomach doesn't hurt anymore.
The head high is prevalent STILL.

The abdominal pain returns at 2:55AM

While it's a disputable subject to make a hallucinogen that's anti-psychotic (Because counteractive drugs like MAOIs and LSD together can cause seizures) I also know that's not entirely true, FOR A FACT.

All you really have to do is mix 2 different drugs which at this point right now is looking like highly extracted Cannabidiol (a known anti-psychotic trigger for 5-HT1A) with Ketanserine (an expensive form of 5-HT2A Reception trigger for visual hallucinations).

Whether or not that actually works is all theory. I'm not gonna spend $150.00 on a bottle of Ketanserine unless I can just throw the damn money around like it was super lotto. This leads me to extracting 5-HT2A from Mexamine (Melatonin) which is a long process I don't have the materials for.

Wednesday, April 9, 2014

My Practical Innovation Report on 'Myra' [My-Ruh] (Myristic Acid)

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        While laughed at in the world of drugs, Nutmeg was actually known to be Nostradamus' favorite intoxicant. I now understand why. Nutmeg contains both Safrole [3,4-methylenedioxy allylbenzene] (otherwise known as 'Sasafrass') and Myristicin [5-methoxy 3,4-methylenedioxy allylbenzene] which I have named 'Myra'. Myra is not well known in the drug world, and is still being tested today. It's most potent form is actually found in Parsley Seeds. My experiment with Nutmeg Seeds to extract Myra specifically, were done as a test of household creation, rather than lab creation which would include steam and vaccum distillations. My experiment was concluded after 21 days.

The part of Nutmeg that people are unaware of is that the Myra evaporates quickly. This is why people at home try to smoke, or heavily ingest pre-ground Nutmeg with no effect, because the Myristic Acid evaporates with in only a few days. The moment you grind up a seed of Nutmeg, the shelf-life of the Myristicin is literally only 1 day, and after that it's weak to nothing. A lot of forms of making Nutmeg into a solution that can be taken for hallucination- does not work. It cannot be boiled into a tea form, or slowly simmered into a tea, or low simmered into a tea or milk- none of these work to the degree that Myra is capable of, because the heat makes the Myra turn to steam and it quickly evaporates, most likely with in only 15-30 minutes.

Because of this, you can Grind up all of your Nutmeg Seeds and put them in a jar, and keep refrigerated; as long as there is no heat there to cause the evaporation, the Myra will stay.

The most effective way of getting Myra into your system is by ingestion. The recipes behind ingestion includes: Raw Ground Nutmeg in Eggnog, Acetone separated Myra into Grape seed oil, and Myra steamed into bread. Smoking it works, but at minimal effect. Teas are also minimal effect but smoking it would be far more noticeable than it being a Tea.

EFFECTS: The Head change is noticeable with in 5 minutes, and the Effects are intensified with in 2-3 hours; a duration of 8 hour climax with 2-3 day experience, 12 hour comedown with no negative side effects aside from possible stomach discomfort. For those who have not had a good nights rest, there is a high possibility that you will pass-out into a coma like sleep approx. 3 hours into your Nutmeg experience (I highly suggest taking 1 full nutmeg seed 3 hours before you sleep at night to give you a full nights rest before you awaken the next morning and ingest another 3 Nutmeg seeds for the trip.) 3 Nutmeg seeds cause depth perception changes, mood lifting euphoria, and more focused thoughts, as if you're even more sober with a big head high. 6 Nutmeg seeds can cause Depth Perception Hallucinations (size of perceived objects warp out of proportion), dry mouth, delirium, and other trailing trip like effects.

The LETHAL DOSE is over 8 seeds for an average hight and weight of 130lbs to 5.5 ft. tall.


FINAL RECIPES:
Right now, the best way to get a trip out of Myra is to either eat 4 tablespoons of Nutmeg, or take drops of Parsley Seed Essential Pure Oil. Otherwise, it's almost impossible to take in the amount of Myra that causes the full effect like the following recipes.
with all recipes, it should be noted that 200-400mg of Motrin should be accompanies with the ingestion of Myristicin as it tends to cause headaches. these are easily avoidable by simply taking 200mg of Motrin.

Myristic Acid Raw
1. Grind 3-4 Nutmeg Seeds (Approx. 15g-20g or 1/2-3/4 ounce) into a powder.
2. Mix powder with glass of water.
3. (1)a. Chug it. (Because Myra is an oil, it must be drank with little to no milk, so that you can experience a full effect. Water is the best alternative since it separates in your stomach.)
   (1)b. The Traditional Nutmeg with Eggnog is essentially eating raw Fresh Ground Nutmeg that's mixed in with it, and so it's suggested to eat Raw Nutmeg with Eggnog, but you will need to put a little more in than the average dose.
   (2) Smoke 1 teaspoon (Smoking Nutmeg does work, but the effects are clearly only a head high with everything else mild to nothing. It's very simple; grind up 1 whole Nutmeg seed ->Fresh<-, and smoke a teaspoon of it. Each bowl you smoke should be inhaled and held in the lungs for as long as possible as the head high will show more effect the longer you hold it in. That's as far as that goes though, and any further, you'll feel nauseous and produce a headache much later.)


Myristic Acid By Steamed Sourdough Bread
(This process is similar to Steam Distillation, only we've kept all the components of the distillation inside 1 container, and it's 3 original containers we've only changed into 3 '*distillation steps'. The Myrisitic Acid will catch the steam and stick to the Sourdough Bread's spongey surface. Steam Distillation is still obviously much more effective, but this method works very very well.)
1. Grind 4 Nutmeg Seeds into a powder.
2. Place at the bottom of a small pot that has a grill in it for steaming vegetables.
3. add a small amount of water to make the nutmeg muddy, but not too much water, just enough to make the nutmeg muddy.
4. Place the grill over the Myra mud and put 1 piece of sourdough bread on the grill inside.
5. (*1) Cover the pot with a lid, and let the pot simmer on minimal low for 45 minutes.
6. (*2) Take the pot off the stove and place in a lukewarm area for 5 minutes.
7. (*3) Move it to the freezer where it can cool down for another 20 minutes or so, allowing the steam inside to settle, and for the remaining Myristic Acid & moisture to gather with the bread.
7. Remove the lid to take out the cold and wet piece of bread- eat it quickly and discard everything else. (The bread will taste DISGUSTING! I have never tasted any drug more disgusting than eating Myra-bread. It's bitter- you can taste the Myristic Acid in the bread, and it's texture may cause you to dry heave, but the effects of this method are almost instant with a head change and euphoria after you can manage to swallow the first bite. It gets easier to eat as you go because the high is altering your perception of the bread.)


Myristic Acid By Acetone
I'm not aware of whether or not this works in personal experience, but it's obviously going to work, and the outcome is going to be just as favorable.
1. Grind 12 Nutmeg Seeds (approx 60g or 2 ounces) into a powder.
2. Place in a tightly covered mason jar and leave in the sun for 2 to 3 days.
3. The White Precipitate will appear on the side; the Myristic Acid. Scrape all the White off and place in a dry container.
4. (step 1) Mix with tiny amount of Grape seed Oil to preserve and liquidate for consumption.
       (step 2) Pour into potion bottle


RECAP:
Myra evaporates quickly.
Fresh Ground Nutmeg Seeds, or Fresh Ground Parsley seeds must be refrigerated to keep Myra toxicity from evaporating.
Tea recipes do not work well- Not reccommended.
Smoking Fresh Ground Nutmeg does work, but not well and with negative effect.
Eating 4 Raw Fresh Ground Nutmeg Seeds is the most effective trip.
Myra is not a Hallucinogen, it's an Anti-Psychotic Neutropic that can turn into a Deliriant at higher doses (At doses lower than 3 Seeds, Myra is capable of causing healthy brain activity, focus, and an eventual calm mood- may be suggested for people with ADHD).

Ingestion of Myra is dangerous. We know that it's lethal when ingested because it causes harm to the kidneys and liver so all methods of ingestion are for rare occasions.

At the end of the day, Steam Distillation is the way to go, but keep in mid that the dose of steam distilled Myra is crucial to having a good sober time. This may be the kind of drug that can be produced where the Myra is concentrated for capsule pills. Each pill containing about a half teaspoon of Myristicin from just 1 Nutmeg Seed, and 50mg of Motrin (which needs be stated so that people understand that 8 of these pills is the FDA limit for Motrin). The truth of the matter is, this experiment has to migrate over to Parsley Seeds to see what the proper amount is for the seeds to undertake the exact same process the Nutmeg has gone through because the Parsley Seeds are a more effective approach to Myra.

The truth be told though, the best method for consuming Myra is through 'Vapor.' Which means if you can steam distill Myra into a crystalized form, and smoke it in a vapor pen, you'd be good for days, with no adverse effects that I'm currently aware of.

THIS IS THE FINAL MOST HIGHLY RECOMMENDED RECIPE:

1. Put a pot of water on the stove, doesn't matter how much, and boil it til the water is bubbling to the top.
2. Once the pot is boiling, pour the ground up Nutmeg (about 3 seeds) into the pot and breathe in the steam for as long as possible.
BAM, you'll be good for days, with no adverse effects that I'm currently aware of.